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My Blog, My Life
Wednesday, March 3, 2010 10:00 PM
YEY! My own personal blog.. hahaha.. I don't know where to start. I'm just so happy that I have my own blog.

Hmm... I'll be posting some of my good and bad moments that happened last January til' this day.. Yeah.. I'll be summarizing it.. Lets start..

mmm.. January 1, 2010, New Year's Eve, it was a blast, there were fireworks and lots and lots of noise, I also saw my family with there happy faces and lastly greetings from family and friends... Lets move on to January 7, hmm.. I didn't had much fun on this day although I was happy and cheerful. AHH, January 8, so I met this girl on the internet, she's from Poland. We've been friends since December 4, 2009 i think? and we've been talking about oh I don't know.. may be good stuff and sometimes we talk about our problems..So, on that day she became my girlfriend but it didn't last that long because of the distance and I realized that it wont work out so... sad thing is that I broke up with her.. Oh well.. Let's skip some dates... January 22, it was our field trip I was really excited. I don't know why.. Usually I don't get excited when it comes to field trips its boring for me. So.. moving on, I took a lot of pictures on that day alone. Can you imagine? 1000+++ photos? ughhh! That's a lot... But it was fun when it lasted. January 27, was the day of pain and agony. Well lets just say that 'A' is the boy and 'B' is the girl. Lets start the story.

'B' asked 'A' to come with her to a gathering. 'B' agreed to go with 'A' so 'B' and 'A' were with some friends. 'B' drank a lot of alcohol and got easily drunk and while 'B' was drunk 'B' started to say a lot of things, problems, friends, etc. Then 'A' heard something from 'B' that 'B' shouldn't say yet... (Gets?) So 'A' was shocked what 'B' said to 'A'....

so.. I don't want to tell you the next thing that happened that day.. sorry..

Were done with month of January... Now lets start on the month of February

February.... ahhh... "The Month of LOVE and ROMANCE" February 13, Prom night. hmm... what to say, what to say... hahaha... So I woke up early on that day. The first thing I did when I woke up was look at my cellphone. There was one message, it came from a close friend of mine. She said that she agreed that I'll pick her up for prom night. So I was so excited... Full of Joy. Unexplained emotions... haha.. So it was 4pm I was going to her place suddenly she said that she was on her friend's place so I couldn't pick her up. So I said if i could pick her up on her friend's house so she agreed. ( Did you notice that I always use 'so'? hahah... sorry)Let now focus on the event which is prom night.. It was fun, funny, emotional, sad, Lots and lots of feelings... for every prom there is a dance. Am I right? So my first and last dance was my close friend.. You know who you are.. :D I also brought her home.. February 22-26, Foundation Week. It was a BORING week for me.. But lets just focus on February 22, Monday, Hmmm One of the saddest days I had for the school year. I wont tell why, because its hurts a lot when I think about it... For the past few days of the week I was really down... REALLY REALLY DOWN! Oh well.. Its a good thing that she said it to me... So I will know what to do.. So what I did was, I set some distances... but every time I see her I would just look down saying 'why am I doing this? I should be with her right now. Go to her..' But what can I do.. that's what I think she wants.. So since we were having difficulty talking with each other.. I ask her bestfriend for a BIG HELP! I took some of her advice, but still only some of them worked. Until now I'm still asking help from her. February had its good times and bad ones..

March, the month of our graduation... :( I still don't want to graduate because I don't want her to leave... But what can I do? nothing.... I didn't eat for 2 straight days, all I did was drinking water... ughh... I was still down. Actually March 2, our teachers in both English and TLE were absent, they were our last two subjects. So my classmate brought some hard alcohol in school... I think I drank 3/4 of the tumbler that my classmate brought... My classmates were looking at me and telling me that I was really red. I was like a freakin' tomato, they said. What can I do?... I'm having Problems? But i wasn't drunk.. I've never got drunk yet... On that day I wanted to.. But I just can't..


Today, March 3, Hmm... I cant explain my feelings today... I don't know if I'm happy, Hyperly (it ain't a word :P) happy, sad, or really down... I don't know.. I guess I'm happy that I was able to talk to her again, Hyperly happy because I have my own blog.. recess and lunch planned out to be sad for me. Really down because I don't know what else to do with her.. hmmm

So I guess this ends everthing... Its 11:19pm I'm done doing some school stuff and I'm really tired.. may be i should go to bed.. I wont sleep yet I'll just lie down.. I might even go outside... Because the moon shines bright tonight :D..

So this is goodbye... for now...


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