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Don't say Goodbye, say I LOVE YOU
Friday, March 26, 2010 10:09 PM
"Don't say goodbye, someday I'll be coming back to you soon... I PROMISE"

'PROMISE' is a BIG word right? Yeah... This would be one promise that I'll be keeping for a very long time. I'll do whatever it takes to see her.. I really feel so down. She's leaving. I don't know what to do.. Yesterday, it was a cloudy afternoon we cried... I swore to myself that I wouldn't cry... Because BOYS, no wait... MEN don't cry... But actually REAL MEN do... That's how REAL MEN show how they really feel for a special someone... REAL MEN can do this... I LOVE JAZMINE CLARO ILAO...

I should be reminiscing my memorable experiences in Lorenzo Ruiz de Manila School.. But I don't want to. Because all I want to talk about is Me and her. How about I reminisce that.


It started when we were still Juniors, I don't know the exact date but I remember that my school bus driver said that we had a new service rider who's a girl.. At first I wasn't interested in listening to the school bus driver but somehow I just started to listen... Then while we were waiting for the new school bus rider, I started to ask question about her... I asked if she was beautiful, nice and so on and so forth. and then finally she came... When I saw her, I wasn't that interested... (DON'T ASK WHY!) So I just left her alone with nikolo... The day came when nikolo had to go home early and Jazmine was in the front seat of the school bus, all alone. So I went to the front seat and sat with her there... That's when I met Jazmine as a FRIEND... So the day came when I started to like her... that was about mid-July of 2008... I asked her on yahoo messenger if i could court her... By the way I was those "shy type boys" back then when we were juniors.. So her answer was I think ' ikaw bahala/ you decide ' It wasn't yes or no. So I was the one who decided.. I gave her a Big Bear for her birthday back then... I courted her for about a month. After that I received a message in friendster saying that it wouldn't work out... That time I was down, really down. It took me months to recover.. Every time when I ride in our school bus, we would not talk nor look at each other. The time came when she said to me that it was just a test. So I said to her to give me time to recover. As months passed by.. I recovered... I think by January 2009 I started to court her again... then by early days of march 2009 I was rejected again by her... I forgot why but all I know was that I was too possessive and I was treating her like a baby... That's how I ended my school year as a junior. yeah, it SUCKS! I know.. I was such a dumb ass...

Then the day came when I became a senior... Oh at first I didn't want to see her just yet. Because what she did last school year... But eventually we became friends again... By the early days of July 2009, she approached me and she said that she was going to say something in the school bus. So I didn't know what to expect... She didn't say it to me because Marion was there and she wouldn't want Marion to know. She borrowed my phone and she started typing.... So I didn't remember what were the exact words she typed. But all I know was that she liked me and she gave me a chance to court her again. So yeah, I started to court her again...but it didn't last long because I didn't asked permission to her... I got mad and we didn't talk for about 2 months I think... I was the one who said sorry to her and we became friends again... By October to January we were just friends because Last December 2009 she had a boyfriend and I was always preventing to see her because it would just hurt me... But we were just friends then. By January 25, 2010 she broke up with her boyfriend because her ex-boyfriend did a bad thing. I looked up at her boyfriend because I know he's a nice guy, such a gentleman, but when he did something that Jazmine didn't.. Oh DAMN! "bumaba ang tingin ko sa kanya". By January 26, 2010 she invited me, Romenz and Queenie that we were going to drink. So by January 27, 2010 we started drinking.. Nothing happened much that night... I'm lying of course A LOT happened that night... She got drunk, she started saying things and stuff like that.. That's when I knew that she loves me as well as I do.It gave me a shock and I didn't actually expect that she would like me.. She was just scared to say it to me... Its a good thing that Romenz, Queenie and I were there to help her that night... I don't want to say much about that night because it would just break my heart... So I was the one who comforted her and I was the who's always being at her side... The day came when I started to court her again. Now I am not those shy-type boys anymore... All I can say is that we were very close to each other.. Then the day came when I asked Jazmine to be my girlfriend. That was March 25, 2010 4:23pm... Now that's the official date and time...

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