Woah! Its been..what? 2 months since I last updated my blog? ha ha ha. I didn't actually noticed that it was that long.. Hmm.. What do you think happened within 2 months? Ow.. I think I know. ha ha ha.

April, nothing fun happened last month.. I just get that nostalgic feeling when I think of her.. I swore to her that I would go to her place on the second week of April and the day before our Monthly Anniversary. But it didn't happened because Mum wouldn't let me go alone. Err. If she didn't ask me How am I going home, I would've go... but no... she asked it.. I can't think of a descent answer that time. Oh well. See, I told you nothing happened much. Because on the month of May, that's where everything happened.

On the month of May I received a lot of new stuff. New things happened, new experiences happened, I learned about new things and blah blah blah. ha ha ha. I got dates for y'all. 'cos I'm very happy. =). Okay let's start on May 7, the day before I went to Nasugbu, Batangas to visit Jazmine. Oh did I mention that I went to there place? No? okay. Now you know... So, I was so excited that I was out the whole day buying food, things I need to bring, Important things that I needed to bring and the surprise( I'll tell you the surprise later). Once I got home that was around 4:30pm I took a nap and I woke up at around 6:30pm just in time for dinner. After dinner I packed my things and watch T.V. for a little while and use the net. Then I tried sleeping, I couldn't sleep because the excitement was rushing through my blood.. ha ha ha. I was really trying to put myself to sleep. But I slept at around 1:30 in the morning on the day of my trip. May 8, I woke up at around 5:30 in the morning and called Jazmine up at around 6:00am to wake her up. 7:30 we were on our way to my Grandparent's House in Quezon City to eat breakfast and by 8:00 we were on our way to Batangas. It was a long trip but it didn't matter. I couldn't sleep even though I roughly had 4 hours of sleep. ha ha ha. We reached Nasugbu, Batangas at around 10:30am. When we reached at their house I met her lola, her sisters Jana and Beng, her brothers Miko and Maki and her Ninang Agnes, I gave her my surprise which is a book titled Blue Moon one of her awaited books. ha ha ha. So.. We hanged out for a while, ate lunch and we went off going to a resort near the beach with her friends. We went swimming after that we went to the beach and watched the beautiful sunset go down.. Aww.. Romantic isn't it... ha ha ha.. We reached at her lola's house at around 7:30pm said goodbye to her family and to her, gave her a hug and we left... I reached home at around 9:30pm and rushed into bed. May 18, Jazmine went to Manila 'cos she needs to take care of her tita who underwent surgery. I was so excited to see her that time.. ha ha ha. but i just escorted her going to Manila Med that day and I left. We didn't had much time that day. But the next day we had the whole day.. We went to Makati City and we were having so much fun going to Landmark, Glorietta and Greenbelt. After we went to those malls we went back to Manila Med and waited for her Tita to be there. While we were waiting she gave me her surprise which was a Landscape vector that she made specially for me... and AFTER that I ask her a serious favor before I leave... ( I won't say it. ha ha ha.. give me a message I'll see if I can tell you.) HINT: Its my first! ha ha ha.. I'll skip to May 25. Oh.. nothing much happened... ha ha ha.. Okay, I'm Lying A LOT happened that day... ha ha ha... it was crazy and somehow wild! ha ha ha.. We were spending time together that day... and it was fun! ha ha ha.. After that its the long wait for us... We can't do anything about that... We trust each other and our love will be stronger than ever... YIIEEE!!! CHEEZZY! ha ha ha! Well there's nothing more to say here. I guess? not for know.. I'll see... So this ends here...


Oh. BTW Jazmine and I made a photoblog, s-h-o-o-t-i-n-g-s-t-a-r.blogspot.com. Check it out if you want to.



PS: Hey, Jazmine if you're reading this, I just want to say... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! :* YIIEEE!!! ha ha ha ha! Ang CHEEZZY! :P

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"Don't say goodbye, someday I'll be coming back to you soon... I PROMISE"

'PROMISE' is a BIG word right? Yeah... This would be one promise that I'll be keeping for a very long time. I'll do whatever it takes to see her.. I really feel so down. She's leaving. I don't know what to do.. Yesterday, it was a cloudy afternoon we cried... I swore to myself that I wouldn't cry... Because BOYS, no wait... MEN don't cry... But actually REAL MEN do... That's how REAL MEN show how they really feel for a special someone... REAL MEN can do this... I LOVE JAZMINE CLARO ILAO...

I should be reminiscing my memorable experiences in Lorenzo Ruiz de Manila School.. But I don't want to. Because all I want to talk about is Me and her. How about I reminisce that.


It started when we were still Juniors, I don't know the exact date but I remember that my school bus driver said that we had a new service rider who's a girl.. At first I wasn't interested in listening to the school bus driver but somehow I just started to listen... Then while we were waiting for the new school bus rider, I started to ask question about her... I asked if she was beautiful, nice and so on and so forth. and then finally she came... When I saw her, I wasn't that interested... (DON'T ASK WHY!) So I just left her alone with nikolo... The day came when nikolo had to go home early and Jazmine was in the front seat of the school bus, all alone. So I went to the front seat and sat with her there... That's when I met Jazmine as a FRIEND... So the day came when I started to like her... that was about mid-July of 2008... I asked her on yahoo messenger if i could court her... By the way I was those "shy type boys" back then when we were juniors.. So her answer was I think ' ikaw bahala/ you decide ' It wasn't yes or no. So I was the one who decided.. I gave her a Big Bear for her birthday back then... I courted her for about a month. After that I received a message in friendster saying that it wouldn't work out... That time I was down, really down. It took me months to recover.. Every time when I ride in our school bus, we would not talk nor look at each other. The time came when she said to me that it was just a test. So I said to her to give me time to recover. As months passed by.. I recovered... I think by January 2009 I started to court her again... then by early days of march 2009 I was rejected again by her... I forgot why but all I know was that I was too possessive and I was treating her like a baby... That's how I ended my school year as a junior. yeah, it SUCKS! I know.. I was such a dumb ass...

Then the day came when I became a senior... Oh at first I didn't want to see her just yet. Because what she did last school year... But eventually we became friends again... By the early days of July 2009, she approached me and she said that she was going to say something in the school bus. So I didn't know what to expect... She didn't say it to me because Marion was there and she wouldn't want Marion to know. She borrowed my phone and she started typing.... So I didn't remember what were the exact words she typed. But all I know was that she liked me and she gave me a chance to court her again. So yeah, I started to court her again...but it didn't last long because I didn't asked permission to her... I got mad and we didn't talk for about 2 months I think... I was the one who said sorry to her and we became friends again... By October to January we were just friends because Last December 2009 she had a boyfriend and I was always preventing to see her because it would just hurt me... But we were just friends then. By January 25, 2010 she broke up with her boyfriend because her ex-boyfriend did a bad thing. I looked up at her boyfriend because I know he's a nice guy, such a gentleman, but when he did something that Jazmine didn't.. Oh DAMN! "bumaba ang tingin ko sa kanya". By January 26, 2010 she invited me, Romenz and Queenie that we were going to drink. So by January 27, 2010 we started drinking.. Nothing happened much that night... I'm lying of course A LOT happened that night... She got drunk, she started saying things and stuff like that.. That's when I knew that she loves me as well as I do.It gave me a shock and I didn't actually expect that she would like me.. She was just scared to say it to me... Its a good thing that Romenz, Queenie and I were there to help her that night... I don't want to say much about that night because it would just break my heart... So I was the one who comforted her and I was the who's always being at her side... The day came when I started to court her again. Now I am not those shy-type boys anymore... All I can say is that we were very close to each other.. Then the day came when I asked Jazmine to be my girlfriend. That was March 25, 2010 4:23pm... Now that's the official date and time...

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Graduation Day is comin', Graduation Day is comin'.. DAMN! DAMN! DAMN! AHHHHH!!!! 5 Days to go til' Graduation Day.. Ugh.. I still don't know what to say to that 'person'... I don't even know how to approach that 'person'. ha ha ha. Let me handle that... I CAN DO THIS DAMMIT'! DON'T BE SUCH A COWARD, FACE THAT PERSON! ha ha ha.. Talking to myself..

(changing the topic)


Tomorrow is my Mum's Birthday! (Happy Birthday MA!)So I bought her a cake... A friend of mine accompanied me on buying the cake. So we bought the cake and while we were waiting for it... We decided to go and buy a birthday card for my mom. We went to National Bookstore and found some birthday cards, but there are just a few good b-day cards so she suggested that I'll buy in papemelroti. That's where we bought Mum's Birthday Card. ha ha ha. So we went back to Red Ribbon to get the cake. While we were in Red Ribbon I ask the cashier if i can borrow her pen.. So she gave it to me... and I ask my friend if she could write a message for my mum.. ha ha ha.. If only you can see the reaction on her face... ha ha ha. She got nervous and stuff, and we were just laughing like crazy until we reached home. ha ha ha..



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I should be reviewing by now... But I can do that later after dinner. I have a lot of time to do that..

So its been awhile since I updated this blog... as you can see, now its a bit different... Thanks to Jazmine Ilao for editing my blog.

Monday and Tuesday were the happiest days of my life... :D and I won't tell why because its kinda confidential and I wouldn't write it here where all of the people can read everything that I'm saying right know. If this was a private blog I would tell.. But nooooooo... I can't.. not now I guess.. Let's get straight to the topic today..

Three weeks til the end of our High School Life. I'm really nervous.. I'm nervous about two things... First is, graduation... Keeping my hopes up... and Second, I'll be meeting someone in graduation.. Oh I don't know what to say... I don't what to do. I don't know how to answer all of the person's questions, if the person asks me.. I don't know how to react. I don't even know the person yet.. But I gotta get ready for it.. I need to give the person a good impression of me.. I need to face that person... By the way, do you know that person? Oh you don't want to know... I'm really really nervous.. So that person will be meeting my parents and I do not know how will the person react and what will my parent's react when they see each other.. I hope it will go well.. I hope it will end nicely. I hope that everything will be okay... ALL HOPES ARE UP!!!


PS: Sorry but I need to hide the 'person's' name.. Another confidential part...
But I know someone knows who I am referring to..

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Three more weeks to go and its goodbye to everyone... How sad right? Well that's not the topic right now...

Today was the last C.A.T. meeting for all Fourth Year Students. Whew! Finally its over.. ha ha ha. Today is also our final exams in our C.A.T. Its quite easy actually. Okay. After our exams, we had our plans. We planned to go to 'Gachi' (a nearby restaurant in our school) but we decided to go to Sta. Lucia to eat in McDonalds. Me, Aki, Echa, Shaine and Claudine ate there. After we ate, we went to Worlds of Fun and road the roller coaster, Bump car, Horror Train? or is it called the Horror tunnel? I don't know.. Who cares? We didn't had much fun riding the roller coaster. Me, Aki, and Echa were just texting, Shaine and Claudine were just talking to each other. Ha ha ha. I remember Aki and Shaine earlier that they were surprised in the Horror Tunnel/Train. Ha ha ha. All in all Worlds of Fun was Great. After that we decided to go and watch a movie... But we can't decide which movie to watch. So we decided not to watch. After that we were just roaming around and stuff.. Then I saw someone who shouldn't be with somebody. I'm so sorry for boy who loved her. I was planning to tell him. But i decided not to. I'll just let him find out. Sorry. So, it was around 1:30pm and we didn't go home yet. We were just in Robinson's Place hanging out in Body Sense. We were so tired and decide to hang-out there for awhile. While Aki and I were resting, Echa, Shaine and Claudine were eating Marshmallows and Choconut, you know what happens when they eat marshmallows. ha ha ha. I know. They surprisingly force marshmallows in your mouth.. They did that to us.. Tsk tsk tsk. Ha ha ha. Around 2:30pm we decided to go back to Sta. Lucia and by 3pm Aki left because he had some other plans with.. you know who.. :D Now Echa, Shaine, Claudin and I started to get bored and by 3:40pm we decided to go home.. Actually I didn't want to go home yet because I was waiting for somebody, but that somebody didn't text and I started to worry that something happened to them. But now I know that they are alright. I saw a girl walking along the department store.. I thought that it was her but it was somebody else... So after that I went home and drop everything and just lay down in my bed and slept.

This day was fun. Thanks to Echa, Aki, Shaine and Claudine for there time... We bonded alot today.. Thanks again.. Let's do this again some other time.. :D

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hey... I'm back... blogging again.. Hmm... I'm starting to get addicted to blogging... haha...

So its Thursday, March 4, 2010... Hmm.. Nothing happened much today.. We just had our exam in computer, lessons, review, blah blah blah... BORING... Actually Thursday is the most boring day of the week..

Moving on.. we had our evaluation in A.P. today. So we ended our A.P. subject today.. Aww how sad.. :( Other than that we had our Impromptu Speech today.. I wasn't prepared for it.. I didn't care.. I was busy doing my portfolio. So I was next in line for the speech. I realized that my hands were shaking and my heart keeps pounding really fast.. I was thinking.. What am I gonna do? What am I going to say? What to do? what to do?.. I was panicking.. Then it was my turn... and guess what?.. My topic was about ALCOHOL!.. I mean of all the topics that my teacher have.. Why alcohol? My classmates were laughing and my teacher was I don't know.. curious?.. So I was in front talking about what are the good and bad effects of alcohol... blah blah blah... talk talk talk.. actually my impromptu speech was funny I guess? haha.. What I did was purely DUMB... What I said was STUPID and FULL OF NONSENSE... But I guess I did well in doing it... She said that I was very good.. So I guess that means that I have a high score... I don't know.. maybe...

Its dismissal time and I wanna go home... I'm tired, my hands and feet are shaking (the effect of not eating for 3 days) So I went to find a friend from another section... I saw her.. really sad.. she's having problems.. I was trying to help her.. good thing that her best friend was there to comfort her.. But we only have a couple of minutes to talk to her... There adviser walked in and saw the classroom was messy... good thing that I was quiet enough to go out of the classroom... So they were locked in inside the classroom I was waiting for someone... But they were locked in inside of their classroom.. So I wasn't able to go home early today..I waited for about 15 minutes I guess.. Then they came out... We decided to go to seven eleven to hang-out there.. We left and said goodbye to our friends about 5:15pm. So my friend and I decided to go back to school and wait for our service there... But we realized that our service isn't coming and its getting late.. so we decide to just commute... So while I was walking along the streets of our village.. I looked up and saw the stars... ohh.. They were so damn shiny... haha! But I didn't see the moon today... Damn! I went home around 6:40pm.. The first thing that I did was lay down in my bed and rest... After that FINALLY! after three days of not eating... I ate... but I only ate a cup of rice and one piece of pork chop.. haha! I still feel really weak right now... and while I'm writing this, my hands are shaking.. so I'll need to end this...

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YEY! My own personal blog.. hahaha.. I don't know where to start. I'm just so happy that I have my own blog.

Hmm... I'll be posting some of my good and bad moments that happened last January til' this day.. Yeah.. I'll be summarizing it.. Lets start..

mmm.. January 1, 2010, New Year's Eve, it was a blast, there were fireworks and lots and lots of noise, I also saw my family with there happy faces and lastly greetings from family and friends... Lets move on to January 7, hmm.. I didn't had much fun on this day although I was happy and cheerful. AHH, January 8, so I met this girl on the internet, she's from Poland. We've been friends since December 4, 2009 i think? and we've been talking about oh I don't know.. may be good stuff and sometimes we talk about our problems..So, on that day she became my girlfriend but it didn't last that long because of the distance and I realized that it wont work out so... sad thing is that I broke up with her.. Oh well.. Let's skip some dates... January 22, it was our field trip I was really excited. I don't know why.. Usually I don't get excited when it comes to field trips its boring for me. So.. moving on, I took a lot of pictures on that day alone. Can you imagine? 1000+++ photos? ughhh! That's a lot... But it was fun when it lasted. January 27, was the day of pain and agony. Well lets just say that 'A' is the boy and 'B' is the girl. Lets start the story.

'B' asked 'A' to come with her to a gathering. 'B' agreed to go with 'A' so 'B' and 'A' were with some friends. 'B' drank a lot of alcohol and got easily drunk and while 'B' was drunk 'B' started to say a lot of things, problems, friends, etc. Then 'A' heard something from 'B' that 'B' shouldn't say yet... (Gets?) So 'A' was shocked what 'B' said to 'A'....

so.. I don't want to tell you the next thing that happened that day.. sorry..

Were done with month of January... Now lets start on the month of February

February.... ahhh... "The Month of LOVE and ROMANCE" February 13, Prom night. hmm... what to say, what to say... hahaha... So I woke up early on that day. The first thing I did when I woke up was look at my cellphone. There was one message, it came from a close friend of mine. She said that she agreed that I'll pick her up for prom night. So I was so excited... Full of Joy. Unexplained emotions... haha.. So it was 4pm I was going to her place suddenly she said that she was on her friend's place so I couldn't pick her up. So I said if i could pick her up on her friend's house so she agreed. ( Did you notice that I always use 'so'? hahah... sorry)Let now focus on the event which is prom night.. It was fun, funny, emotional, sad, Lots and lots of feelings... for every prom there is a dance. Am I right? So my first and last dance was my close friend.. You know who you are.. :D I also brought her home.. February 22-26, Foundation Week. It was a BORING week for me.. But lets just focus on February 22, Monday, Hmmm One of the saddest days I had for the school year. I wont tell why, because its hurts a lot when I think about it... For the past few days of the week I was really down... REALLY REALLY DOWN! Oh well.. Its a good thing that she said it to me... So I will know what to do.. So what I did was, I set some distances... but every time I see her I would just look down saying 'why am I doing this? I should be with her right now. Go to her..' But what can I do.. that's what I think she wants.. So since we were having difficulty talking with each other.. I ask her bestfriend for a BIG HELP! I took some of her advice, but still only some of them worked. Until now I'm still asking help from her. February had its good times and bad ones..

March, the month of our graduation... :( I still don't want to graduate because I don't want her to leave... But what can I do? nothing.... I didn't eat for 2 straight days, all I did was drinking water... ughh... I was still down. Actually March 2, our teachers in both English and TLE were absent, they were our last two subjects. So my classmate brought some hard alcohol in school... I think I drank 3/4 of the tumbler that my classmate brought... My classmates were looking at me and telling me that I was really red. I was like a freakin' tomato, they said. What can I do?... I'm having Problems? But i wasn't drunk.. I've never got drunk yet... On that day I wanted to.. But I just can't..


Today, March 3, Hmm... I cant explain my feelings today... I don't know if I'm happy, Hyperly (it ain't a word :P) happy, sad, or really down... I don't know.. I guess I'm happy that I was able to talk to her again, Hyperly happy because I have my own blog.. recess and lunch planned out to be sad for me. Really down because I don't know what else to do with her.. hmmm

So I guess this ends everthing... Its 11:19pm I'm done doing some school stuff and I'm really tired.. may be i should go to bed.. I wont sleep yet I'll just lie down.. I might even go outside... Because the moon shines bright tonight :D..

So this is goodbye... for now...

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Woah! Its been..what? 2 months since I last updated my blog? ha ha ha. I didn't actually noticed that it was that long.. Hmm.. What do you think happened within 2 months? Ow.. I think I know. ha ha ha.

April, nothing fun happened last month.. I just get that nostalgic feeling when I think of her.. I swore to her that I would go to her place on the second week of April and the day before our Monthly Anniversary. But it didn't happened because Mum wouldn't let me go alone. Err. If she didn't ask me How am I going home, I would've go... but no... she asked it.. I can't think of a descent answer that time. Oh well. See, I told you nothing happened much. Because on the month of May, that's where everything happened.

On the month of May I received a lot of new stuff. New things happened, new experiences happened, I learned about new things and blah blah blah. ha ha ha. I got dates for y'all. 'cos I'm very happy. =). Okay let's start on May 7, the day before I went to Nasugbu, Batangas to visit Jazmine. Oh did I mention that I went to there place? No? okay. Now you know... So, I was so excited that I was out the whole day buying food, things I need to bring, Important things that I needed to bring and the surprise( I'll tell you the surprise later). Once I got home that was around 4:30pm I took a nap and I woke up at around 6:30pm just in time for dinner. After dinner I packed my things and watch T.V. for a little while and use the net. Then I tried sleeping, I couldn't sleep because the excitement was rushing through my blood.. ha ha ha. I was really trying to put myself to sleep. But I slept at around 1:30 in the morning on the day of my trip. May 8, I woke up at around 5:30 in the morning and called Jazmine up at around 6:00am to wake her up. 7:30 we were on our way to my Grandparent's House in Quezon City to eat breakfast and by 8:00 we were on our way to Batangas. It was a long trip but it didn't matter. I couldn't sleep even though I roughly had 4 hours of sleep. ha ha ha. We reached Nasugbu, Batangas at around 10:30am. When we reached at their house I met her lola, her sisters Jana and Beng, her brothers Miko and Maki and her Ninang Agnes, I gave her my surprise which is a book titled Blue Moon one of her awaited books. ha ha ha. So.. We hanged out for a while, ate lunch and we went off going to a resort near the beach with her friends. We went swimming after that we went to the beach and watched the beautiful sunset go down.. Aww.. Romantic isn't it... ha ha ha.. We reached at her lola's house at around 7:30pm said goodbye to her family and to her, gave her a hug and we left... I reached home at around 9:30pm and rushed into bed. May 18, Jazmine went to Manila 'cos she needs to take care of her tita who underwent surgery. I was so excited to see her that time.. ha ha ha. but i just escorted her going to Manila Med that day and I left. We didn't had much time that day. But the next day we had the whole day.. We went to Makati City and we were having so much fun going to Landmark, Glorietta and Greenbelt. After we went to those malls we went back to Manila Med and waited for her Tita to be there. While we were waiting she gave me her surprise which was a Landscape vector that she made specially for me... and AFTER that I ask her a serious favor before I leave... ( I won't say it. ha ha ha.. give me a message I'll see if I can tell you.) HINT: Its my first! ha ha ha.. I'll skip to May 25. Oh.. nothing much happened... ha ha ha.. Okay, I'm Lying A LOT happened that day... ha ha ha... it was crazy and somehow wild! ha ha ha.. We were spending time together that day... and it was fun! ha ha ha.. After that its the long wait for us... We can't do anything about that... We trust each other and our love will be stronger than ever... YIIEEE!!! CHEEZZY! ha ha ha! Well there's nothing more to say here. I guess? not for know.. I'll see... So this ends here...


Oh. BTW Jazmine and I made a photoblog, s-h-o-o-t-i-n-g-s-t-a-r.blogspot.com. Check it out if you want to.



PS: Hey, Jazmine if you're reading this, I just want to say... I LOVE YOU SO MUCH! :* YIIEEE!!! ha ha ha ha! Ang CHEEZZY! :P

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"Don't say goodbye, someday I'll be coming back to you soon... I PROMISE"

'PROMISE' is a BIG word right? Yeah... This would be one promise that I'll be keeping for a very long time. I'll do whatever it takes to see her.. I really feel so down. She's leaving. I don't know what to do.. Yesterday, it was a cloudy afternoon we cried... I swore to myself that I wouldn't cry... Because BOYS, no wait... MEN don't cry... But actually REAL MEN do... That's how REAL MEN show how they really feel for a special someone... REAL MEN can do this... I LOVE JAZMINE CLARO ILAO...

I should be reminiscing my memorable experiences in Lorenzo Ruiz de Manila School.. But I don't want to. Because all I want to talk about is Me and her. How about I reminisce that.


It started when we were still Juniors, I don't know the exact date but I remember that my school bus driver said that we had a new service rider who's a girl.. At first I wasn't interested in listening to the school bus driver but somehow I just started to listen... Then while we were waiting for the new school bus rider, I started to ask question about her... I asked if she was beautiful, nice and so on and so forth. and then finally she came... When I saw her, I wasn't that interested... (DON'T ASK WHY!) So I just left her alone with nikolo... The day came when nikolo had to go home early and Jazmine was in the front seat of the school bus, all alone. So I went to the front seat and sat with her there... That's when I met Jazmine as a FRIEND... So the day came when I started to like her... that was about mid-July of 2008... I asked her on yahoo messenger if i could court her... By the way I was those "shy type boys" back then when we were juniors.. So her answer was I think ' ikaw bahala/ you decide ' It wasn't yes or no. So I was the one who decided.. I gave her a Big Bear for her birthday back then... I courted her for about a month. After that I received a message in friendster saying that it wouldn't work out... That time I was down, really down. It took me months to recover.. Every time when I ride in our school bus, we would not talk nor look at each other. The time came when she said to me that it was just a test. So I said to her to give me time to recover. As months passed by.. I recovered... I think by January 2009 I started to court her again... then by early days of march 2009 I was rejected again by her... I forgot why but all I know was that I was too possessive and I was treating her like a baby... That's how I ended my school year as a junior. yeah, it SUCKS! I know.. I was such a dumb ass...

Then the day came when I became a senior... Oh at first I didn't want to see her just yet. Because what she did last school year... But eventually we became friends again... By the early days of July 2009, she approached me and she said that she was going to say something in the school bus. So I didn't know what to expect... She didn't say it to me because Marion was there and she wouldn't want Marion to know. She borrowed my phone and she started typing.... So I didn't remember what were the exact words she typed. But all I know was that she liked me and she gave me a chance to court her again. So yeah, I started to court her again...but it didn't last long because I didn't asked permission to her... I got mad and we didn't talk for about 2 months I think... I was the one who said sorry to her and we became friends again... By October to January we were just friends because Last December 2009 she had a boyfriend and I was always preventing to see her because it would just hurt me... But we were just friends then. By January 25, 2010 she broke up with her boyfriend because her ex-boyfriend did a bad thing. I looked up at her boyfriend because I know he's a nice guy, such a gentleman, but when he did something that Jazmine didn't.. Oh DAMN! "bumaba ang tingin ko sa kanya". By January 26, 2010 she invited me, Romenz and Queenie that we were going to drink. So by January 27, 2010 we started drinking.. Nothing happened much that night... I'm lying of course A LOT happened that night... She got drunk, she started saying things and stuff like that.. That's when I knew that she loves me as well as I do.It gave me a shock and I didn't actually expect that she would like me.. She was just scared to say it to me... Its a good thing that Romenz, Queenie and I were there to help her that night... I don't want to say much about that night because it would just break my heart... So I was the one who comforted her and I was the who's always being at her side... The day came when I started to court her again. Now I am not those shy-type boys anymore... All I can say is that we were very close to each other.. Then the day came when I asked Jazmine to be my girlfriend. That was March 25, 2010 4:23pm... Now that's the official date and time...

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Graduation Day is comin', Graduation Day is comin'.. DAMN! DAMN! DAMN! AHHHHH!!!! 5 Days to go til' Graduation Day.. Ugh.. I still don't know what to say to that 'person'... I don't even know how to approach that 'person'. ha ha ha. Let me handle that... I CAN DO THIS DAMMIT'! DON'T BE SUCH A COWARD, FACE THAT PERSON! ha ha ha.. Talking to myself..

(changing the topic)


Tomorrow is my Mum's Birthday! (Happy Birthday MA!)So I bought her a cake... A friend of mine accompanied me on buying the cake. So we bought the cake and while we were waiting for it... We decided to go and buy a birthday card for my mom. We went to National Bookstore and found some birthday cards, but there are just a few good b-day cards so she suggested that I'll buy in papemelroti. That's where we bought Mum's Birthday Card. ha ha ha. So we went back to Red Ribbon to get the cake. While we were in Red Ribbon I ask the cashier if i can borrow her pen.. So she gave it to me... and I ask my friend if she could write a message for my mum.. ha ha ha.. If only you can see the reaction on her face... ha ha ha. She got nervous and stuff, and we were just laughing like crazy until we reached home. ha ha ha..



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I should be reviewing by now... But I can do that later after dinner. I have a lot of time to do that..

So its been awhile since I updated this blog... as you can see, now its a bit different... Thanks to Jazmine Ilao for editing my blog.

Monday and Tuesday were the happiest days of my life... :D and I won't tell why because its kinda confidential and I wouldn't write it here where all of the people can read everything that I'm saying right know. If this was a private blog I would tell.. But nooooooo... I can't.. not now I guess.. Let's get straight to the topic today..

Three weeks til the end of our High School Life. I'm really nervous.. I'm nervous about two things... First is, graduation... Keeping my hopes up... and Second, I'll be meeting someone in graduation.. Oh I don't know what to say... I don't what to do. I don't know how to answer all of the person's questions, if the person asks me.. I don't know how to react. I don't even know the person yet.. But I gotta get ready for it.. I need to give the person a good impression of me.. I need to face that person... By the way, do you know that person? Oh you don't want to know... I'm really really nervous.. So that person will be meeting my parents and I do not know how will the person react and what will my parent's react when they see each other.. I hope it will go well.. I hope it will end nicely. I hope that everything will be okay... ALL HOPES ARE UP!!!


PS: Sorry but I need to hide the 'person's' name.. Another confidential part...
But I know someone knows who I am referring to..

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Three more weeks to go and its goodbye to everyone... How sad right? Well that's not the topic right now...

Today was the last C.A.T. meeting for all Fourth Year Students. Whew! Finally its over.. ha ha ha. Today is also our final exams in our C.A.T. Its quite easy actually. Okay. After our exams, we had our plans. We planned to go to 'Gachi' (a nearby restaurant in our school) but we decided to go to Sta. Lucia to eat in McDonalds. Me, Aki, Echa, Shaine and Claudine ate there. After we ate, we went to Worlds of Fun and road the roller coaster, Bump car, Horror Train? or is it called the Horror tunnel? I don't know.. Who cares? We didn't had much fun riding the roller coaster. Me, Aki, and Echa were just texting, Shaine and Claudine were just talking to each other. Ha ha ha. I remember Aki and Shaine earlier that they were surprised in the Horror Tunnel/Train. Ha ha ha. All in all Worlds of Fun was Great. After that we decided to go and watch a movie... But we can't decide which movie to watch. So we decided not to watch. After that we were just roaming around and stuff.. Then I saw someone who shouldn't be with somebody. I'm so sorry for boy who loved her. I was planning to tell him. But i decided not to. I'll just let him find out. Sorry. So, it was around 1:30pm and we didn't go home yet. We were just in Robinson's Place hanging out in Body Sense. We were so tired and decide to hang-out there for awhile. While Aki and I were resting, Echa, Shaine and Claudine were eating Marshmallows and Choconut, you know what happens when they eat marshmallows. ha ha ha. I know. They surprisingly force marshmallows in your mouth.. They did that to us.. Tsk tsk tsk. Ha ha ha. Around 2:30pm we decided to go back to Sta. Lucia and by 3pm Aki left because he had some other plans with.. you know who.. :D Now Echa, Shaine, Claudin and I started to get bored and by 3:40pm we decided to go home.. Actually I didn't want to go home yet because I was waiting for somebody, but that somebody didn't text and I started to worry that something happened to them. But now I know that they are alright. I saw a girl walking along the department store.. I thought that it was her but it was somebody else... So after that I went home and drop everything and just lay down in my bed and slept.

This day was fun. Thanks to Echa, Aki, Shaine and Claudine for there time... We bonded alot today.. Thanks again.. Let's do this again some other time.. :D

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hey... I'm back... blogging again.. Hmm... I'm starting to get addicted to blogging... haha...

So its Thursday, March 4, 2010... Hmm.. Nothing happened much today.. We just had our exam in computer, lessons, review, blah blah blah... BORING... Actually Thursday is the most boring day of the week..

Moving on.. we had our evaluation in A.P. today. So we ended our A.P. subject today.. Aww how sad.. :( Other than that we had our Impromptu Speech today.. I wasn't prepared for it.. I didn't care.. I was busy doing my portfolio. So I was next in line for the speech. I realized that my hands were shaking and my heart keeps pounding really fast.. I was thinking.. What am I gonna do? What am I going to say? What to do? what to do?.. I was panicking.. Then it was my turn... and guess what?.. My topic was about ALCOHOL!.. I mean of all the topics that my teacher have.. Why alcohol? My classmates were laughing and my teacher was I don't know.. curious?.. So I was in front talking about what are the good and bad effects of alcohol... blah blah blah... talk talk talk.. actually my impromptu speech was funny I guess? haha.. What I did was purely DUMB... What I said was STUPID and FULL OF NONSENSE... But I guess I did well in doing it... She said that I was very good.. So I guess that means that I have a high score... I don't know.. maybe...

Its dismissal time and I wanna go home... I'm tired, my hands and feet are shaking (the effect of not eating for 3 days) So I went to find a friend from another section... I saw her.. really sad.. she's having problems.. I was trying to help her.. good thing that her best friend was there to comfort her.. But we only have a couple of minutes to talk to her... There adviser walked in and saw the classroom was messy... good thing that I was quiet enough to go out of the classroom... So they were locked in inside the classroom I was waiting for someone... But they were locked in inside of their classroom.. So I wasn't able to go home early today..I waited for about 15 minutes I guess.. Then they came out... We decided to go to seven eleven to hang-out there.. We left and said goodbye to our friends about 5:15pm. So my friend and I decided to go back to school and wait for our service there... But we realized that our service isn't coming and its getting late.. so we decide to just commute... So while I was walking along the streets of our village.. I looked up and saw the stars... ohh.. They were so damn shiny... haha! But I didn't see the moon today... Damn! I went home around 6:40pm.. The first thing that I did was lay down in my bed and rest... After that FINALLY! after three days of not eating... I ate... but I only ate a cup of rice and one piece of pork chop.. haha! I still feel really weak right now... and while I'm writing this, my hands are shaking.. so I'll need to end this...

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YEY! My own personal blog.. hahaha.. I don't know where to start. I'm just so happy that I have my own blog.

Hmm... I'll be posting some of my good and bad moments that happened last January til' this day.. Yeah.. I'll be summarizing it.. Lets start..

mmm.. January 1, 2010, New Year's Eve, it was a blast, there were fireworks and lots and lots of noise, I also saw my family with there happy faces and lastly greetings from family and friends... Lets move on to January 7, hmm.. I didn't had much fun on this day although I was happy and cheerful. AHH, January 8, so I met this girl on the internet, she's from Poland. We've been friends since December 4, 2009 i think? and we've been talking about oh I don't know.. may be good stuff and sometimes we talk about our problems..So, on that day she became my girlfriend but it didn't last that long because of the distance and I realized that it wont work out so... sad thing is that I broke up with her.. Oh well.. Let's skip some dates... January 22, it was our field trip I was really excited. I don't know why.. Usually I don't get excited when it comes to field trips its boring for me. So.. moving on, I took a lot of pictures on that day alone. Can you imagine? 1000+++ photos? ughhh! That's a lot... But it was fun when it lasted. January 27, was the day of pain and agony. Well lets just say that 'A' is the boy and 'B' is the girl. Lets start the story.

'B' asked 'A' to come with her to a gathering. 'B' agreed to go with 'A' so 'B' and 'A' were with some friends. 'B' drank a lot of alcohol and got easily drunk and while 'B' was drunk 'B' started to say a lot of things, problems, friends, etc. Then 'A' heard something from 'B' that 'B' shouldn't say yet... (Gets?) So 'A' was shocked what 'B' said to 'A'....

so.. I don't want to tell you the next thing that happened that day.. sorry..

Were done with month of January... Now lets start on the month of February

February.... ahhh... "The Month of LOVE and ROMANCE" February 13, Prom night. hmm... what to say, what to say... hahaha... So I woke up early on that day. The first thing I did when I woke up was look at my cellphone. There was one message, it came from a close friend of mine. She said that she agreed that I'll pick her up for prom night. So I was so excited... Full of Joy. Unexplained emotions... haha.. So it was 4pm I was going to her place suddenly she said that she was on her friend's place so I couldn't pick her up. So I said if i could pick her up on her friend's house so she agreed. ( Did you notice that I always use 'so'? hahah... sorry)Let now focus on the event which is prom night.. It was fun, funny, emotional, sad, Lots and lots of feelings... for every prom there is a dance. Am I right? So my first and last dance was my close friend.. You know who you are.. :D I also brought her home.. February 22-26, Foundation Week. It was a BORING week for me.. But lets just focus on February 22, Monday, Hmmm One of the saddest days I had for the school year. I wont tell why, because its hurts a lot when I think about it... For the past few days of the week I was really down... REALLY REALLY DOWN! Oh well.. Its a good thing that she said it to me... So I will know what to do.. So what I did was, I set some distances... but every time I see her I would just look down saying 'why am I doing this? I should be with her right now. Go to her..' But what can I do.. that's what I think she wants.. So since we were having difficulty talking with each other.. I ask her bestfriend for a BIG HELP! I took some of her advice, but still only some of them worked. Until now I'm still asking help from her. February had its good times and bad ones..

March, the month of our graduation... :( I still don't want to graduate because I don't want her to leave... But what can I do? nothing.... I didn't eat for 2 straight days, all I did was drinking water... ughh... I was still down. Actually March 2, our teachers in both English and TLE were absent, they were our last two subjects. So my classmate brought some hard alcohol in school... I think I drank 3/4 of the tumbler that my classmate brought... My classmates were looking at me and telling me that I was really red. I was like a freakin' tomato, they said. What can I do?... I'm having Problems? But i wasn't drunk.. I've never got drunk yet... On that day I wanted to.. But I just can't..


Today, March 3, Hmm... I cant explain my feelings today... I don't know if I'm happy, Hyperly (it ain't a word :P) happy, sad, or really down... I don't know.. I guess I'm happy that I was able to talk to her again, Hyperly happy because I have my own blog.. recess and lunch planned out to be sad for me. Really down because I don't know what else to do with her.. hmmm

So I guess this ends everthing... Its 11:19pm I'm done doing some school stuff and I'm really tired.. may be i should go to bed.. I wont sleep yet I'll just lie down.. I might even go outside... Because the moon shines bright tonight :D..

So this is goodbye... for now...

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